I want to thank Berengaria Brown for popping in for a visit and sharing her wonderful dream with us.
One night I had a dream. I got out of bed, and wrote it down, but
I had no idea what it meant, or where it was going. I showed it to author Anny
Cook, and asked, “What do I do now?” She told me to keep writing. She said that
sort of thing happened to her a lot. Either it turned into a book, or it would
just stop. Well, I took her advice, kept writing, and it turned into three
books. And finally, with the third book, I realized what the connection was. It
is actually what happens more than fifty years after the “Raw Claiming” series
I wrote.
“Forbidden Future” was the first book, which begins with my dream.
As I kept writing, three characters took over, demanding their story be told.
EXCERPT: This is the opening scene of “Forbidden Future”, that I
dreamed.
He
limped slowly up the long hill, leaning heavily on his cane. From time to time
he stopped, breathing heavily, but he always began walking again, a little
slower perhaps, the cane digging deeper into the grass as he leaned harder on
it, but he persisted all the way until he finally reached the top.
When
he arrived there, he rested both hands on the walking stick then lowered
himself to the grass, dropping the last nine or ten inches onto his ass with a
slight thump and an expletive.
Dammit, I don’t know why I come here.
It always makes my knees ache and I always have to rest. Yeah and getting up is
always a bitch. Gonna be a helluva bitch again today.
He
smiled. He knew why he came. It was the only connection left to his childhood.
A world long gone that almost no one else could remember. He was only fifty-eight
years old. Not so old perhaps, but these days few people lived past forty. Life
was just too damn hard. He had a dim memory of attending an eightieth birthday
party. For his grandmother? Or likely his great-grandmother. Who knew anymore?
But what he did know, what he still saw clearly in his mind, was the crowd of
really old people, people in their eighties, nineties even, who’d been at that
party.
Ah
yes, it was more than fifty years ago though. Before everything had changed.
Before…
He
looked around him, taking in the panoramic view he’d expended so much pain and
energy to see. Every time he came here, he was aware it might be the last time.
The last time he could look into the distance and see the high buildings of
what had once been a city. It was crumbled now, ruined, with wild grasses
growing up in the cracked buildings. With houses and apartment blocks fallen
down over what had once been freeways.
The
people he lived with—or more accurately, the parents and grandparents of the
people he lived with—had escaped from that big city and made their home here,
next to a fresh-flowing river, in a lush valley where crops grew well. Where
they were protected from the wicked winds that raced across the land,
destroying houses and pushing down trees. Winds that for the first ten years
had carried diseases that killed anyone exposed to them for too long. Winds
that even now sent everyone scurrying indoors to shelter until they blew
themselves out, even though no one had died from wind-borne diseases for many years
now.
No
one knew exactly what had happened. He was much too young then to understand
more than the desperate scramble to leave the city and travel as far and as
fast as they could. Until they came to the valley and there they stopped and
hid and sheltered and stayed, building a new home.
But
he remembered the city and yearned for its conveniences. For lights that went
on when he flicked a switch. For foods that stayed cold on hot days, and for
the ability to heat and cook food in moments, instead of it taking hours. The
young children thought his stories about his childhood were just stories since
almost no one alive had lived in the city. But although he’d only been a child
then, his mind was not deranged. His memories were clear. However, he’d learned
not to speak of them anymore. So here he came to look, to remember, to wonder
what the children growing up in the valley would have for their future. So much
hard work to produce food and fuel, and so little time to appreciate anything
of beauty. No time for joy or learning. What would their lives hold?
See? We all need more dreams!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Rachel, for hosting me today, and thank you, Anny, for your awesome advice.
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Thanks for sharing, Anny. Can't wait to read your stories. Wishing you the best.
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